Sunday, August 3, 2014

Thoughts

Things for this school year:

  • Start learning the guitar
  • Pick up dancing again
  • Work. Save money.
  • Learn how to cook properly
  • Stop cursing entirely
  • Actually have a schedule that I stick to to keep God continuously present in my life.
  • Call my family, immediate and not.
  • Keep on top of school stuff. Less all nighters.
  • Water Sports. 
  • Eat healthy & really take care of myself
  • Use tools
  • Write
  • Be as independent as possible. 
  • Clear my mind and LIVE properly.
I got caught up with all the hoopla going on around me and the expectations others had for me. I completely put myself away and adopted a new mentality that I thought was me and trying to fit the mold. I guess I've been subconsciously trying to find myself for a while. Time to tackle that head on and actually figure it out so that I can succeed as myself and not the shell others want me to be. In the end I am God's creation. My likes and dislikes from school to society are blessings that he gave me to live my life in accordance with what he wants me to do. These are all things that he wanted for me so that I can succeed. I'm going to completely clear my mind and think about what I like to do & do them. I need to accept and be okay with who I am because worrying and trying to be the best version of me everyone else has in their mind is both exhausting and completely wrong. Also, I'm sure a lot of people are going through this as well. College life.